I am not depressed or anything so do not be alarmed. I just realized how pointless and tiresome being alive can be. I am not endorsing suicide. I empathize with all humans that long for someone to care for them or endures some other crappy emotional ordeal. No one knows for sure how it all ends we must run on hope, right? and FAITH how could I forget that? It's just tragic the way things are. Never feel that you are alone. everyone has got it hard. we all suffer this human form. Why do we always look forward to what lies beyond, that perfect world in the skies? Why give us needs if our needs are never fully met? I guarantee no human feels completely whole and in control of life. Life is ever changing and forever throwing curve balls at us. I guess our consolation is happy moments, the few people who really care about us, and the crap we enjoy doing while we pass our time on earth. So I say to you all continue doing what you love because it makes time here more bearable.